This page is dedicated to my grandpa. I really miss him alot and I feel soo lost without him, but I know that someday we will see eachother again. My family told me to remember all of the good and fun times we had together, and to hold onto them, and thats what I'm going to do. I remember all the fishing trips we had, and all the Christmas get-togethers that we had! He used to work for Turner Dolls, and for Christmas in '00..he got me the cutest Turner doll. It kind of looks like the good version of Chuckie, haha!! I always put her in my nephew's baby swing and his crib, and I pretend that she's a real baby and I watch her. My mom thinks I'm a weirdo, hahaha! I've been doing that ever since we've had baby stuff in my house though..hehe! She looks so real. It really hurt me deep inside to be there..and holding onto my grandpa when he died, but I was glad I got to say goodbye to him! It was soo sad to see him with all the tubes in him and all the IV's and seeing him only living off of Oxygen that was hooked to his mouth and because of heart medication pumping his heart for him, but he got to go to heaven and be with my great grandpa. And now their going to be having a great time hunting with eacother. Hehe. I really miss him alot and I wish he didn't have to leave me soo soon, but I know that its just a part of life that everyone has to face sometimes. I sometimes wonder why..just why..God chose him to leave already, because there were soo many things that I wanted to tell him. I know its too late and I wish I could tell him, but if I pray and speak to him through God..maybe he'll hear me. I want him to know that I love him and miss him, and that I wish he was still here..just for a little longer! °Papa, I love you and I miss you alot.°